Monday, October 18, 2010

19 Oct

活到将多年, 这次的事是我人生最低潮的时候 ... 不懂如何解决 .
成绩都还没出 , 我就被通知已经被 terminate . 昨天一回到马六甲就得到这个消息 , 真的无法接受 . Really can't accept ...
这次的考试我真的很认真的准备 , 为什么还是过不到这一关 ??为什么 ?
人家读书 , 我也读书 , 为什么人家可以考好成绩 , 而我却不可以 ?
难到我付出不够 ? 还是我不是读书的料 ?
我应该怎么办 ? 应该怎么做 ?
要怎样面对我的家人 ? 我的朋友 ? 爸爸妈妈对我的期望很高 , 爸爸还希望我能读到 master , 可是 diploma 都读不好, 怎样读 master ?? 妈妈最疼我 , 最放心我的学业 , 我现在过不了 , 要怎样跟她解释 ??
真的对不起 , 让你们失望 ...
现在真的很烦 , 我要怎样开口告诉他们 ? 他们接受到吗 ?
我该继续读书 , 还是去做工 ? 我该做什么决定 ? 我的路该怎么走 ?
这次真的死定 ... T.T

Friday, October 1, 2010

2 October

Finally my final already over , now really can relax myself , do any thing i wan , watch any movie i like . Last 3 week i really live very stress any also nervous .
My mood now are turn to good mood but now i start worry about my result , i hope can pass all subject . I really already study seriously and also very hardworking in this final .
I really don wan probation again and also wan my ptptn back . I really worry about it b'cus i really cant do the M.I.S paper .
But my coursework is high , it make my confidence back ...
I really really hope i can pass it . Now i only can pray to god .
I having 2 week holiday , i don't have any trip plan , just only can stay at home , find friend yam cha , futsal , and also prepare myself for new coming semester .
And also i having muet exam on 2nd week off holiday . So maybe i have to back to melaka for one or two days . Maybe after exam will go for movie , haha XD !
Feel like wanna watch Charlie St Cloud . It seem like a nice movie .
But hope got people can acc me . Hope i can spend my holiday happily and meaningfully . Haha XD

Happy Holidays !!

Friday, September 17, 2010

17 - Sep

I wanna die already , totally no mood at all . 2 more days to go i have to face my final .
I really damn hate exam , don like this kind of feeling . Suddenly fell like time goes very fast , can't finish my study , feel stress . I totally tied with this , but i have to face it .

Hope that i can concentrate more , memorize those note , understand what i'm studying .

Exam always make me bad mood . Other then study i can't do anything . Even i dono what i'm study , i also have to force myself to sit infront of note .

Reali tied , "bo lat " ady , god pls help me ...

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

9 Sep

Haiz .... so fast september liao , final still got 11 days and yet i haven finish my study . I'm so worry about this sem final , b'cus maybe is my last chance to study . I'm now in probation , hope i can pass in this final . Pls GOD , let me pass ya ! LOL ...

I'm now realy don have mood to do other thing . I must force myself to study everyday and also can memorize all those stupid note . I dono how my coursmate are going to study , they taking 5 subject this final . If for me i sure die in the exam . Some of my friend are taking 7 subject , even until 9 subject also have . I really damn dadmire them . I hope to be like them but i can't .

I just take 3 subject this sem but i study until like shit ! I really cant imagine if i take 7 subject what will i be ... My final on 20 , 23 and 27 . Lucky are not same day . Hope i can concentrate and can prepare well . I don wanna always fail in my exam . And also god , pls help me too ... Pls ~

God Bless me ....

Monday, August 30, 2010

Step Up 3



Step Up 3D is a 2010 American 3D dance film written by Amy Andelson and Emily Meyer and directed by Step Up 2 the Street's Jon Chu. The sequel sees the return of Adam Sevani and Alyson Stoner, who portrayed Moose from Step Up 2 the Streets and Camille Gage fromStep Up, respectively.

As the third installment in the Step Up trilogy, and the first shot in 3D, the film follows Moose and Camille Gage as they head to New York University, the former of whom is majoring in electrical engineering after promising his mother that he would not dance anymore. However, he soon stumbles upon a dance battle, meeting Luke and his House of Pirates dance crew and later teaming up with them to compete in the World Jam dance contest against their rivals, the House of Samurai dance crew.

Step Up 3D premiered in Hollywood at the El Captain Theater on August 2, 2010 and was subsequently released worldwide on August 6, 2010, through conventional 2D and 3D (in RealD 3D, Dolby 3D, and XpanD 3D) formats. It was also the second movie to feature the 7.1 surround sound audio format, the first of which was Toy Story 3. The film grossed $15.8 million in its opening weekend, the lowest of the trilogy, and has received mixed to positive reviews, with some praising its dance sequences and effective use of 3D, while others criticizing the repetitive story.







Damn love this movie and also all character . Their dancing move is so pro .

Sunday, August 29, 2010

30 August

Yesterday noon arrive my lovely hometown again ,
other ppl having their national day holiday but
i think i have already start my study week .
My friends tomorrow are going back Melaka b'cus
they having their 2nd mid-term .
Final is coming soon ,
it is at the end of September if i was not mistaken .
So i think i should start study liao ,
cus this maybe my last chance ,
if not i cant study at MMU anymore .
But before that ,
i think i should story about my A'Formosa Trip !

1st time join my coursmate to the trip ,
we having 2 days 1 night trip .
I have already long time naver when to A'Formosa since
i was in primary school .
I remember that time aunty Ong always bring me to their
apartment every weekends .
That time A'Formosa just like my second house . haha xD
It is damn long i had naver bk to A'Formosa .

Friday morning , we gather at Allen house , 9 ppl , 2 car .
Before we when to A'Formosa ,
we had our dim sum breakfast at Melaka .
The distance from melaka to A'Formosa is not too far ,
so we don't take long time to travel .

Reach there also 1pm afternoon ,
so we go water world .
That was my first time ever play so many water slide .
High speed slide , i most hate ever .
That will be my first time and also will be my last time .
I damn scare . That slide reali cant accept .
But was very happy having fun with my friend .
We also when to the other 2 theme park .
We also take some picture , reali having fun , reali happy with this trip .


water world !




Me and Elzh take pic with pity little hourse :)


Camel !!


cool sial !


Me and wei yuan at cowboys town




Elzh and me ! Take this pic be4 leave villa !


cowboys pose ?? Lol



Friday, August 20, 2010

20 August

I'm back home again , Sunday back melaka , friday morning back segamat again ... I not coming back this week de , but Monday need presentation , i leave my formal wear at hometown , so i need to come back and take . Other then that , next week i gonna go to A'Formosa , need to take money from daddy . Lol

I like back home , but i don't the feeling when waiting bas , siting bas , wait at bas station alone ... make me damn bored ! Luckly , today got friend accompany me . This morning i over sleep , b'cus last night with friend when to McD until 5a.m . Lucky i was on time reach bas station .

Now reach segamat already , but i was so so tied cus reali not enough sleep .