19 Oct

活到将多年, 这次的事是我人生最低潮的时候 ... 不懂如何解决 .

成绩都还没出 , 我就被通知已经被 terminate . 昨天一回到马六甲就得到这个消息 , 真的无法接受 . Really can't accept ...

这次的考试我真的很认真的准备 , 为什么还是过不到这一关 ?？为什么 ?

人家读书 , 我也读书 , 为什么人家可以考好成绩 , 而我却不可以 ?

难到我付出不够 ? 还是我不是读书的料 ?

我应该怎么办 ? 应该怎么做 ?

要怎样面对我的家人 ? 我的朋友 ? 爸爸妈妈对我的期望很高 , 爸爸还希望我能读到 master , 可是 diploma 都读不好, 怎样读 master ?? 妈妈最疼我 , 最放心我的学业 , 我现在过不了 , 要怎样跟她解释 ??

真的对不起 , 让你们失望 ...

现在真的很烦 , 我要怎样开口告诉他们 ? 他们接受到吗 ?

我该继续读书 , 还是去做工 ? 我该做什么决定 ? 我的路该怎么走 ?

这次真的死定 ... T.T

2 October

Finally my final already over , now really can relax myself , do any thing i wan , watch any movie i like . Last 3 week i really live very stress any also nervous .

My mood now are turn to good mood but now i start worry about my result , i hope can pass all subject . I really already study seriously and also very hardworking in this final .

I really don wan probation again and also wan my ptptn back . I really worry about it b'cus i really cant do the M.I.S paper .

But my coursework is high , it make my confidence back ...

I really really hope i can pass it . Now i only can pray to god .

I having 2 week holiday , i don't have any trip plan , just only can stay at home , find friend yam cha , futsal , and also prepare myself for new coming semester .

And also i having muet exam on 2nd week off holiday . So maybe i have to back to melaka for one or two days . Maybe after exam will go for movie , haha XD !

Feel like wanna watch Charlie St Cloud . It seem like a nice movie .

But hope got people can acc me . Hope i can spend my holiday happily and meaningfully . Haha XD

Happy Holidays !!

17 - Sep

I wanna die already , totally no mood at all . 2 more days to go i have to face my final .

I really damn hate exam , don like this kind of feeling . Suddenly fell like time goes very fast , can't finish my study , feel stress . I totally tied with this , but i have to face it .

Hope that i can concentrate more , memorize those note , understand what i'm studying .

Exam always make me bad mood . Other then study i can't do anything . Even i dono what i'm study , i also have to force myself to sit infront of note .

Reali tied , "bo lat " ady , god pls help me ...

9 Sep

Haiz .... so fast september liao , final still got 11 days and yet i haven finish my study . I'm so worry about this sem final , b'cus maybe is my last chance to study . I'm now in probation , hope i can pass in this final . Pls GOD , let me pass ya ! LOL ...

I'm now realy don have mood to do other thing . I must force myself to study everyday and also can memorize all those stupid note . I dono how my coursmate are going to study , they taking 5 subject this final . If for me i sure die in the exam . Some of my friend are taking 7 subject , even until 9 subject also have . I really damn dadmire them . I hope to be like them but i can't .

I just take 3 subject this sem but i study until like shit ! I really cant imagine if i take 7 subject what will i be ... My final on 20 , 23 and 27 . Lucky are not same day . Hope i can concentrate and can prepare well . I don wanna always fail in my exam . And also god , pls help me too ... Pls ~

God Bless me ....

Step Up 3

Step Up 3D is a 2010 American 3D dance film written by Amy Andelson and Emily Meyer and directed by Step Up 2 the Street's Jon Chu. The sequel sees the return of Adam Sevani and Alyson Stoner, who portrayed Moose from Step Up 2 the Streets and Camille Gage fromStep Up, respectively.

As the third installment in the Step Up trilogy, and the first shot in 3D, the film follows Moose and Camille Gage as they head to New York University, the former of whom is majoring in electrical engineering after promising his mother that he would not dance anymore. However, he soon stumbles upon a dance battle, meeting Luke and his House of Pirates dance crew and later teaming up with them to compete in the World Jam dance contest against their rivals, the House of Samurai dance crew.

Step Up 3D premiered in Hollywood at the El Captain Theater on August 2, 2010 and was subsequently released worldwide on August 6, 2010, through conventional 2D and 3D (in RealD 3D, Dolby 3D, and XpanD 3D) formats. It was also the second movie to feature the 7.1 surround sound audio format, the first of which was Toy Story 3. The film grossed $15.8 million in its opening weekend, the lowest of the trilogy, and has received mixed to positive reviews, with some praising its dance sequences and effective use of 3D, while others criticizing the repetitive story.

Damn love this movie and also all character . Their dancing move is so pro .

30 August

Yesterday noon arrive my lovely hometown again ,

other ppl having their national day holiday but

i think i have already start my study week .

My friends tomorrow are going back Melaka b'cus

they having their 2nd mid-term .

Final is coming soon ,

it is at the end of September if i was not mistaken .

So i think i should start study liao ,

cus this maybe my last chance ,

if not i cant study at MMU anymore .

But before that ,

i think i should story about my A'Formosa Trip !

1st time join my coursmate to the trip ,

we having 2 days 1 night trip .

I have already long time naver when to A'Formosa since

i was in primary school .

I remember that time aunty Ong always bring me to their

apartment every weekends .

That time A'Formosa just like my second house . haha xD

It is damn long i had naver bk to A'Formosa .

Friday morning , we gather at Allen house , 9 ppl , 2 car .

Before we when to A'Formosa ,

we had our dim sum breakfast at Melaka .

The distance from melaka to A'Formosa is not too far ,

so we don't take long time to travel .

Reach there also 1pm afternoon ,

so we go water world .

That was my first time ever play so many water slide .

High speed slide , i most hate ever .

That will be my first time and also will be my last time .

I damn scare . That slide reali cant accept .

But was very happy having fun with my friend .

We also when to the other 2 theme park .

We also take some picture , reali having fun , reali happy with this trip .

water world !

Me and Elzh take pic with pity little hourse :)

Camel !!

cool sial !

Me and wei yuan at cowboys town

Elzh and me ! Take this pic be4 leave villa !

cowboys pose ?? Lol

20 August

I'm back home again , Sunday back melaka , friday morning back segamat again ... I not coming back this week de , but Monday need presentation , i leave my formal wear at hometown , so i need to come back and take . Other then that , next week i gonna go to A'Formosa , need to take money from daddy . Lol

I like back home , but i don't the feeling when waiting bas , siting bas , wait at bas station alone ... make me damn bored ! Luckly , today got friend accompany me . This morning i over sleep , b'cus last night with friend when to McD until 5a.m . Lucky i was on time reach bas station .

Now reach segamat already , but i was so so tied cus reali not enough sleep .

8 August

Walao ! Damn tied lo , last night 3.3m am only sleep this morning 10am already wake up ~ Allen wee call me up , he wanna bring me eat pro chicken rice at "Melaka Baru" , i know that place , but dono there have pro chicken rice "鸡饭粒" . So many ppl but lucky we have our sit . For me just normal le , not realy realy pro enough , lolx :)

After we finish our chicken rice , then we go Dataran Pahlawan shopping . Allen so nice , but RM300++ Casio watch for his gf , i call his pro bf , give so expensive present for their 1st anniversary , realy damn romantic ... Lol ! If for me i maybe can't do that , don't have so much of money to buy an expensive present . Maybe normal present i still can make it , lol ~ Be my gf reali not that good , haha xD !

There is a Matta Travel Fair , we also have a look , can go so many country , so many place to play . It is quite cheep , i think maybe their doing some promotion , A'Fomosa only rm20++ theme park ticket , damn cheep u know !

We take a package , 7 ppl will going this trip on 27-28 August , damn exciting , goin to stay at villa bungalow , water world theme park , animal world theme park and also cowboy town , realy cant wait for it... so , A'Fomosa ,i comin to you , wait for me ya ~ w

7 August

Now already 1something , and i m still msn frenz , fb-ing , twitter n also listening song . I m damn tied today , but not feel like wanna sleep so early . Frenz sms me , planing to "yam cha " later ... OMG !

Today we lose a match again , 1-0 but we still have last match , mean we still have chance to get medal ... i feel so sorry b'cus i realy not playing very well . Maybe i m not good playing in DM , or maybe i m not in mood , i fell damn sorry , hope sunday match i will not doing the same mistake again .

Hmm ... yaya , just now i taken my dinner very late , cus waiting allen , he is not felling well , maybe cus yesterday his b'day n eat to much of special food , so make him fell not well . and also need to thx him for treat us for his b'day dinner . Reali nice ... :)

Before blogging i also thinking , that day uncle 9th , his sports car - Porche caymen , he just bought it and stop infront of daddy shop , i realy cant believe , he bring me for a ride , meter goes up 200 ++ , reali cant believe , this realy my first life time siting on a sports car ... I was thinking when i can be like him , driving with a RM 500,000 ++ sports car . He his oni 40++ years old , now already millionaire or maybe already billionaire . Daddy say when he is 30 ++ ady earn many money by himself . Now already become a CEO of design company , he is the person that i have to learn , porche is not target , my target is bentley or lamborghini reventon . Hope i can drive them one day ~

10 July

Now already 3am in the morning , but i still on9 - ing . Just back from outside with cbm kaki .

Today i reali reali mood very down , i also dono why ~

cbm win first match but my mood also don turn good ...

night they jio eat sibaraku , watch movie ~ sibaraku damn make me kns , i reali reali damn full n cant finish the food , so we just waste it ... sad , first time no form eat ~

i tod watch movie will make my mood turn good , but no too ~ we go watch "Despicable Me " , this movie is reali damn funny , we laugh until wanna die liao , but after the show i also still the same ~

haiz ... they still jio me go swimming , but i reali no mood liao , so i decide bk home ~ maybe is time to bed liao , hope 2 morow will have a nice day ~

3 July

haiz ~ time goes damn fast ... now already july , world cup almost finish , now already come to semi-final . This few week busy with watching world cup . lol ~

Yesterday just back from melaka , damn tied ~ i supposed not comin back this week , frenz invited me to his b'day party , but daddy call me to bring something back , so i cant stay at melaka ...

nowdays reali not like back segamat , hehe ~ not don wan c daddy n mummy ...

but at segamat reali ntg to do ~ other then futsal , yamcha , me oni can stay at home help mummy n daddy do some housework ...

last night go de life watch ball , brazil vs netherlands , is reali a nice game ... it was very nice watch ball at de life , but thr r too many ppl n also got ppl smoke inside air-cond room ~ my shirt reali smelly when back from thr ...

Today saturday , dono what to do ... i only know tomorow afternoon need to back , evening have to training for cbm , i already miss few training ~ OMG , n also canot lose liao , last week lose one match already , so sad ~ T.T

Boring T.T

读书时就想放假，现在放假了却觉得好闷，好闲 ~~ 这几天爸爸又不在，我不能回马六甲去 , 要帮忙看店 ... haiz ~~

家里的事才惨，总觉得烦不完 ... 觉得最惨的是阿ma

应该是一年前，七叔脑中风差点没命 . 因为他没结婚，所以阿公阿ma 照顾她 ~ 他们都吃到将老了，还要烦将的事，真可怜他们。今年新年前，轮到阿公的事 ... 　阿公在新年前跌倒，过后就住院了，住院时还几次断气 ... 　花了百多千还是无法医好 , 　七个星期后，他就离开我们了 ... haiz

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前几天又接到阿ma , 说大姑子宫生瘤，星期六要动手术，所以这几天爸爸都不在 ... 希望一切都顺利 ... 求上帝看顾带领 ~

14 April 2010 ~~ Hapi Birthday

14 april , love this date ... 19 years ago thr were a cute little baby born in 14 april 1991 , and today wil be his 19 years old b'day , hapi b'day to me (andrew) , haha xD

was so hapi for waiting my b'day ... seem lik i m long time no blog-ing jor , cus maybe i m very lazy nowdays as u all know , hehe ... or buzy with other thing , blablabla ~~ but , today is my special day , so must blog xia , write about my feeling now ~~ lolx ^^

Morning wake up very early cus havin lab test , but nearly over sleep , lucky my frenz call me ... lolx !! on my pc , log in fb , saw many fb frenz wishing me , thx to them ... nite oni reply to them , but reali reali thx to them , reali appreciate it ....

but until now haven recieve any present , lolx .... hope later can get in more !!! lolx , joking ni ~~

haha xD

Hope i wil hav a hapi day n also enjoy my 19b'day ....

hapi b'day andr3w ....